I'm gone, I'm going

I left logan today. (tear) Literally actually. I was not expecting it to be as hard as it was. I felt so.....sad. It was bizarre. I've been going off for the past couple months about how much I love my roommates and all the fun memories i've made and all that jazz, but then when it came time to actually walk out the door down to my car it hit me like a load of bricks. I honestly don't know how I got so blessed this year. To be blessed with my amazing roommates, awesome ward, great friends, interesting classes, exc. I JUST LOVED IT ALL SO MUCH! And you really don't realize what you've got till it's gone. Because now I am in a room alone without my other half annie. And its sad! Anyways enough with the sad stuff, I think i'm going to start crying again. That would be like 10th time tonight haha. I think i'll go eat some gold fish that I got from pepperidge! :)